<murphy's "apathy (claret)"> 2002-12-15.3:32 p.m. note: yes, i'm sure Christine was also aware of the bukowski poem. and yes, i like that one too. apathy (claret) Christine Murphy last night i put my hand under my breast left side and nearly crushed there's a pale blue bird living in my heart flickering trembled sort of a pastel two-reeler playing over without sound, but i can hear it with my fingers like the echo of dirges like the pulse of waking back /& forth /& frosting names are often sad