<nurkse's "emptiness">
2002-11-25.12:09 a.m.


Emptiness
Dennis Nurkse


All night I want you. Just to dream
beside you like a man on a treadmill
running in place. I wake before dawn and smoke
a menthol Tiparillo the previous tenant
left in my cupboard with a bottle of Roach-Prufe
and the spring to a flashlight. At lunch in the park
with you I feel nothing, I make puns, I break
French bread, a piece for you, for your lover,
crumbs for the birds. At dusk we go
to the district beyond the airport
to see our lawyer. He folds his hands
and stares out the window. Among a million lights
one is brighter than ever before.



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