<ondaatje's "what we lost">
2002-11-25.1:05 a.m.


What We Lost
Michael Ondaatje


The interior love poem 
The deeper levels of the self 
Landscapes of daily life

dates when the abandonment 
of certain principles occurred.

The rule of courtesy -- how to enter 
a temple or forest, how to touch 
a master's feet before lesson or performance.

The art of the drum. The art of eye-painting. 
How to cut an arrow. Gestures between lovers. 
The pattern of her teeth marks on his skin 
drawn by a monk from memory. 

The limits of betrayal. The five ways 
A lover could mock an ex-lover.

Nine finger and eye gestures 
to signal key emotions.

The small boats of solitude.

Lyrics that rose 
from love 
back into the air

naked with guile 
and praise.

Our works and days.

We knew how monsoons 
(south-west, north-east) 
would govern behaviour

and when to discover 
the knowledge of the dead

hidden in clouds, 
in rivers, in unbroken rock.

All this we burned or traded for power and wealth 
from the eight compass points of vengeance

from the two levels of envy



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